21 days

I don't always write about my feelings but I've been crying for days..I'm not seeking for sympathy or anything, I just don't want to fall off the wagon again..so I think this is a healthier alternative.

I don't regret the things that I've done or said. It hurts. I'm sad that It's over but what breaks me the most is knowing that someone who used to care about you for the last 12 months just doesn't anymore or maybe they just never did...the things we've promised each other doesn't mean anything anymore. ( even getting beat up won't feel as bad ha ha..depends on people maybe jexagere)

I think I kinda felt it comming, there was definitely something different with the way this person acted. I just wish he could come talk to me about it face to face.

And they say it takes at least 21 days to break a habit so let's see how much time it's gonna take me...but no matter what: DON'T EVER GIVE UP ON YOURSELF!!!!!